Weekend , what to do? Normally, I have already had my first drink after my cup of morning coffee but that isn’t the case today. I had the coffee hold the vodka . Today , I am not confused , manic or depressed. The sun is shining and I am trying to figure out how I will spend my day. the point is today I have options . I am no longer holding on to what is NOT. I am no longer depressed and re-living the past . I am no longer sing the “what if “ song.
Today I have options , I can enjoy the warm sunny day with friends in the city center . I can accept a date but, I am not at all sure that I am read for that just yet. most likely that options will have to wait a few more weeks. I can clean my house and prepare for moving . I can go to the computer shop and have my computer screen repaired . I can enjoy a day on the water , kicking back on a friends boat. I can also take my rest and enjoy my free time. I have options. I do not have the option to drink or allow any unwanted drama in my life .
damn that feels good to have options . now , if only I can hold on to that feeling . Me being me , that could change easily .
Time to get dressed ! Have a good Saturday!